岂有此理

pon school

2006-05-25T14:23:00.000+08:00

Sian diao...... today ponned school^^. Such thing rarely happen in my life. It is not my intention to pon school, the stupid workshop made me do so. Yesterday received a letter saying today got financial workshop, from 8am to 1.40pm, $40 per person siah...lame right. I am so poor now, not even enough money for me to spend, $40 i spend on girl better.=) Tomorrow last day of Semester 1. hehe!

一厢情愿

2006-05-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

都是你的错，是你那甜美的笑靥，悦耳的声音，让我不知不觉为你倾心，被你的漩涡悄无声息的卷去了。好几次我试着要越出那道悬崖，找回当初的自己，可恨的是我抓不到能使我向上爬的支撑物，所以我越陷越深，也日渐憔悴，我恨我自己。如果当初我能克制对你的爱慕，今天的我就不会在爱情的悬崖上挣扎，在没有目的的生活当中苟且偷生。如果爱上你有错，那我深信这将是我犯过最美好的错，我希望一辈子犯着同样的错误。可是你一开始就纠正了我，使我不知所措。难道这是你逃避我最好的方法吗？我不信。我很少对女孩子动心过，因为我习惯了一个人的生活。但自从你出现后，我的生活起了很大的变化，翻天覆地般的变化。有时我也试着像你一样逃避现实，可我不能这样做，因为我知道我始终还是爱着你的，我不想就此放弃，因为我不想给任何人机会。对你的爱，我是自私的，我想拥有你。除了爱你，我找不到其他活着的理由，红尘我已看透了大半，早已无心留恋。我未来的生活是缤纷，是暗淡，全看你要不要插上一笔。看到你的眼睛，我仿佛看到了大海，看到了蓝天，看到了灿烂的未来。喜欢你的微笑，喜欢静静地欣赏你，在你身上，我找到了可以延续我生命的良药。如果你说爱我，我会向全世界广播，如果你要离开，我会默默承受伤害。

开不了口

2006-05-16T14:38:00.000+08:00

想到快与你相见，内心忐忑不安，于是写了这首诗。

开不了口

我总是最后一个看见春天
然后花就开了
接着雨就下了
我的世界怎么依然在下雪
白茫茫的一片
孤独寂寥得很诡异
冷空气包围了我
好冷好冷
想开口
话语却被凝固
你婀娜身材
伫立在我面前憔悴
你我属于不同季节
从舍底
从肋骨深处
从你黑色的眼睛后面
他们藐视虚伪而可疑的阳光
并且以为自己芳香
湿漉漉的芳香
疼痛盛开
使我无法开口

断肠人在天涯

2006-05-14T13:39:00.000+08:00

最近我发觉到，我俩之间的隔膜仿佛越来越厚，似乎有可望而不可即的满腔伤感。也许有人夹在我们之间咆哮，企图用卑鄙手段拉长我俩的距离。每当我闭上眼，我就能感觉到，隐约中有人在默默耕耘，要用十分毒辣的手段拆散我们，那人表面上看来平易近人，和蔼可亲，其实它真实的一面被伪装了。黑暗中，无论我将眼睛擦得多亮，若我不为自己点亮一盏灯，是不可能凭空看到光明的，看到你那依然令我神驰的笑容，那令我心醉的声音。大江东去，浪淘尽，千古风流人物。夕阳西下，断肠人在天涯！

test paper back!

2006-05-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

Today get back maths, science and english test paper. lol! This test did quite well, except bloody maths siah, so dissapointed. maths has always been my strongest subject, was aiming for full mark, haiz ...too bad...nvm...try harder, there are still rooms for improvement. As for english and science papers, um...quite good lah...hehe! I tell you hor, today my leg pain den go run 2.4, timing 10.27 siah, ta ma de, so lousy, somemore is napfa test, nvm lah, at least i can get gold overall...haha, my standing board jump rocks man, 2.70m my current record, wanna jump longer =), come on support me...LoL!

Haiz

2006-05-08T15:48:00.000+08:00

有时候我常想，如果这地球只剩下我一人，不知该欢喜还是悲哀？最近发生的一连串事件让我对生命感到困惑，抱怨路途的坎坷，有时候真想躲避现实，离开有你的存在，宁愿孤身一人独守空房。因为岁月让我知晓，若不为自己增添一些勇气，无论多么耐心的等待，那个你还是走不到我的未来，幸福也不会跃入眼帘。若你给我一切，我宁愿以身相许来完成你的心愿，成全你的美。我希望我的用心良苦不会成空。

爱情的牺牲

2006-05-07T12:28:00.000+08:00

昨天做工时，出于偶然碰见老朋友，也许是机缘巧合吧！哈哈！但是我感到很震惊，我出于本能地揉了揉眼睛，要确定眼前所见的不是虚幻，事实证明一切全然属实。久逢故友，难免会感到措手不及。
放工后我跟他一起回，因为顺路嘛！想不到她倒是个痴情女子，说话也很坦白，对自己的爱很执著。他跟我提起和男朋友分手后，心情起伏不定，挣扎中增添了几许后悔。他希望能和男友重续前缘，期待男友原谅他当是提出分手的原因。红尘自有痴情者，莫怪痴情太痴狂！嗨！爱情的力量太伟大了！

深呼吸

2006-05-05T16:32:00.000+08:00

一个星期下来，为了考试忙得不可开交，腾不出半点闲暇来。今天考试算是圆满结束了，但是我的心始终不能平静下来。也许是缘分，一个偶然的机遇我为你动情，为你着迷，为你疯狂。我试着走进你的世界，想用灵魂感觉你的酸甜苦辣，想用身体为你遮风霜和雨露。你的任何举动都能让我沉醉，爱已送到，你却紧闭着双门，视若无睹。抬头望，在这寂寞的季节，一片黄叶飘落，以为很浪漫，原来是充满了惆怅。一见钟情爱上你，好想快点得到你。

爱死陈老师

2006-05-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

很荣幸的，今年又可以继续上陈老师那耐人寻味，意义深远的中华文史欣赏课。首先要感谢陈老师那淳淳教导，让我获益匪浅，从中学到很多做人的道理。陈老师宝刀未老，有他独特的教学方法，上课时同学们总是专心致志地聆听，场面是很严肃的，这种情况在别的老师课上是很难遇到的。或许是陈老师身上有一股盛气凌然的气质，有抑或是他讲话时那洪亮的音符，让同学们肃然起敬。所谓姜还是老的辣，那些平时上课爱捣蛋的学生，在陈老师课上肯定会收敛，认真地听课，丝毫不敢做小动作，完全判若两人似的。
遗憾的是，我们每个礼拜只有一堂陈老师的课，似乎有点美中不足。今年我们继续朝中华文史迈进，精彩的故事情节较去年有过之而无不及。陈老师讲课时的认真，场面的严肃，及同学们的渴望依然不变。每个礼拜我们都很期待星期五，不是因为是礼拜的最后一天，而是因为有陈老师的课。
无奈，陈老师可能在下学段停止他的文史欣赏课，听了之后，全班哗然，连大气都不敢喘一口，可想而知，我们这班深情种子，个个肝肠寸断，对陈老师的离开流连忘返，依依不舍。陈老师！我们爱死你了！

可怜啊！我

2006-04-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

岂有此理，这算什么啦！难道你对我一点感情都没有吗？你又不是植物人，就算你体会不到，也应该瞧得出嘛。虽然我未曾向你表白，你也不该连同情都不给，一向来我处处迁就你，对你忍让有加，你却得寸进尺。昨天本来带着愉快的心情去工作，也很期待那个时刻，可是一到那边，你却毫不留情的朝我泼冷水，顿时，我心碎了，一股热忱也舍我而去。你也知道，我疑心病很重，言者无心，可听者有意啊！我对别人的言行举止很在乎，所以我的情绪就像潮水一样，瞬息万变，因为我有我的个性。如果你有留心观察的话，就会发觉昨天我的行为有点反常，那又怎样，我涨潮时候的威力，你又如何估量。咳！天有不测之风云，人有旦夕之祸福，人生不如意之事十之八九，命运是由不得我们来操控的，只有听天由命吧！要是你还当我是白痴，那我无话可说。我宁愿学雷锋当个“傻子”，化身为钉子，有着钉子精神，我不需要什么报酬和回馈，只要能做到力所能及就心安理得。我不介意你叫我白痴，只求你了解我的一片心意。你永远不懂这种暗恋的滋味，那时你永远不曾体会过的感觉。你现在虽然年轻漂亮，但玫瑰般的肤色会慢慢随岁月消逝，时光一逝不回头，好好珍惜眼前的一切，错过了就后悔莫及。

离别

2006-04-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

门铃响了，我跑去开门。心里琢磨着会是谁？门开了，我浑身一震，竟然是XXX（女朋友的名字）
她走了进来，把房门在身后合拢，然后，她靠在门上，一眨也不眨的望着我。我僵了，呆了，靠在书桌上，我也一动不动地看着她。我们相对注视，隔了那么远的距离，但是，我们几乎可以听到彼此的呼吸，彼此的心跳。我的眼睛睁得很大很大，在心脏的狂跳之下，我知道我一定面无人色。她的眼睛黑而深沉，她的胸腔在剧烈的起伏。她正个人橡胶在那门上，只是站着，只是望着我。但是，逐渐的，一种深刻的痛楚来到了她的眼睛中，遍布在她的脸庞上。当她用这种痛楚的眼光凝视着我时，我觉得颤抖从我的脚下往上爬，迅速的延伸到我的四肢。泪浪一下子就涌进我的眼眶，她整个人都变成了小雾中模糊浮动的影子。于是，她对我冲了过来，设么话都没有说，她跪了下去，跪在我的脚前，她用手抱住了我的腿，把面颊埋进我的裤褶里。泪水沿着我的面颊，滴落在她那浓厚的长发上，我抖索着，感到她那温热的泪水，浸湿了我的裤子。我用手抱着她的头，一任泪水奔流，我轻声抽噎，什么话都说不出来。你不是个幼稚的，一无所知的小女孩。你善良，美好，纯真，充满了智慧与热情，有思想，有深度，你是我跑遍了整个新加坡，好不容易发现的一颗彗星。我要好好的爱你，宠你，给你快乐，也许事与愿违，你就要舍我而去，叫我如何去面对，过去的美好时光，只能留给岁月慢慢漂白。一切的一切，就当是红楼一场梦。你走之后，留给我黯然失色的天空，是否会有彩虹？我知道你受的伤并没比我轻，大家都在各自世界继续沉淀。祝你一路顺风，我会一直好好过，你不用当心得太多。

公教武术队万岁！

2006-04-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

昨天去大巴窑支持公教武术队，悲喜交加。由于我们是武术团的，所以早上11点就离开学校，yeah! 可以逃课。不久前听到篮球和排球都得到全国冠军的荣衔，或许它在某种程度上激发了我们武术队的成员，仰或是X因素，说不上。总之今年的C divition boys打败中正中学，成功地摘下冠军荣衔。这是很值得鼓励的，教练及学生们所付出的心血终于得到了报酬。话说去年，丙组仅次于中正中学，然而经过一番寒彻骨，梅花终于十里飘香。至于乙组呢，还得加把劲，成绩不是很理想哦！老天不作美，比赛结束后下了一场滂沱大雨，身边没带雨伞的人们，只好望雨兴叹，那种情绪的崩溃随时都会在场外零碎，心情沉重可想而知。那晚我淋雨回家，下雨的天空，暮色的黑暗，一种给人诡秘的感觉。豆大的雨点打在我身上，有谁知道我心痛。

我是爱你的

2006-04-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

今天，我很疲惫。精神和肉体上都受到了严重的创伤，无心过问身边所发生的事。整天心不在焉，恍恍惚惚，若有若无的感觉。百般无奈之下，随笔涂鸦。

多久流星愿！

冰山冷水凄凉地，情深似海难相聚。
寒风刺得断肠红，飞雪连天心空白。
过完今朝易相思，纵有月老难回首。
冰冻三尺何为惧，那比离别更刻骨。

为什么我一直提不起勇气向你表白我的心意？这么长的一段日子，我始终没有向你表白，我是懦夫吗？可是我真的不想伤害你的感情，是因为我太爱你。希望你好好过，并自爱一点。远在天边的我会一直祝福你的。我爱你！

I am sick

2006-04-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today I feel very depressed and sick, or rather tired. 我好累! It is very hard to describe my feelings now, very miserable siah. yesterday night went to buy a handphone, den slept very late, somemore this morning 5.20am wake up to study the bloody literature notes for today's essay test. The life for me through out the whole day is hopelessly depressed. I was hoping to get home and rest after the school, but i need to go Manjusry sec to watch the wushu competition. FEDDUP you can deduced that i was having a sad time at Manjusry. I was having headache and feel like wanting to vomit. I endured till 7pm=( Today got one group sparring dam nice, they are in a team of three people, it was the best Group Sparring. Later one heard from classmate that catholic high has won the basketball champion, wow! Actually sec1 to sec3 are required to go toapayoh sports hall to support our basketball team, but my cca teacher asked us to go support wushu members. My school won serangoon garden sec was a big surprice, but anyway my school has managed to clinch the medal, horay! Well done boys for doing school proud. Mr lee will reward you all handsomely, i dont know, but hope he did. Tomorrow one of the PE teacher will stand at the platform and say"every time i stand here, there will be good news......"

school is boring

2006-04-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

Today is the bloody maths class test, fk sia, so easy, i dont really care a lot, cos it only add a very little percentage to CA2. I like algebra not because of my teacher, but because it is a fun and interesting topic, if sharon tan is teaching me maths lets say, i will love this topic even more. =)
Today pe teacher never come, dont know what happen to her lah, the whole class just went to the basketball court and enjoy ourself man. Den later we went for the early recess lor. English lessons are always the boring ones lah, today is no exceptional, ms cheang made us copy things non-stop for two periods...sian. Aqua world is out today, but i cant play cos my comp very lag when it is right after the patch......nth better to do, aiya go listen to jay chou songs liao.

随笔

2006-04-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

在学校，百无聊赖之下，随笔写了这首不三不四的诗。写诗的灵感当然来自我自己本身，最近我变得很“ 色 ”，对女孩子充满了无限的暧昧和好奇，有种异性相吸的感觉，懂得去欣赏别人。以前，孤芳自赏的我总觉得唯我独尊，对女孩子不屑一顾，现在可要让你刮目相看了。这首诗写得是我的幻觉，逍遥，自在，无奈及主人公对未来的憧憬，故事是以轻松的节奏开演的。

几度夕阳红

轻轻的
海风拂面而过
暖暖的
伊人偎依怀中
厌倦了
这冷酷的现实
任海浪
无休止地拍打
但只愿
夕阳停在此刻
依偎

Aqua dungeon!

2006-04-18T14:35:00.000+08:00

Wah! great to see that aqua dungeon is coming out tomorrow, but i still feel very sian of maple =:( Yesterday jason came my house, den we go central loitering around see chio bu, only a few sexy and good-looking, the rest kns. heard from friend that yesterday wushu members went for competition clinch one silver and one blonze, this year match very tight, i think bah. hope they do well today and the followring few days.

Wushu competition coming up

2006-04-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

wtf!!! Next week is the national wushu inter-school competition. Too bad i cant take part=(. cos last week monday i did a very silly thing and injured myself badly. The competition will last the whole of next week, most of the events will be individuals. After next week, the following monday is for team events. This morning 7.30am went to kfc for staff meeting, actually i dont want to go, but for the sake of some people=). The new manager was talking craps down there, i not even paying attention to him lor, for my purpose of coming for this meeting is not to bear his words. hehe! The meeting last till 10am, i sat so long till my butt ache sia...lame. anyway i work 1 day per week, no need to stress myself lah, go there relax and see chio bu lor...enjoy myself there. But i tell you, although i criticise myself like this hor, i do what ever it takes, with seriousness, very focus leh. i give the quality work but not the quantity......really. lately kfc recruited some chio bu leh, wth, arrouse my interests...hi5. Looking forward to seeing more chio bu.

Good Friday

2006-04-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

Wow!!! School holiday, no need to go school act smart le. 7am wake up only to play maple sia. I help guild members guard bain map till 10am, then the party fully formed, tis party carried on till 10pm sia. Stupid bain drop me one dark panchone ONLY despite wasting so much of my precious time on it. feddup!!! so whole day was mapling sia, no intestering things to talk about.

Maple story---closeness nided for pet tnl

2006-03-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

This is just a little information on maplestory. If u r playing maple as i used to, then it will be useful...haha
lvl closeness
1 0
2 1
3 3
4 6
5 14
6 31
7 60
8 108
9 181
10 287
11 434
12 632
13 891
14 1224
15 1642
16 2161
17 2794
18 3557
19 4467
20 5542
21 6798
22 8250
23 9950
24 11900
25 14100
26 16600
27 19400
28 22600
29 26100
30 30000

Description of my English Teacher

2006-03-21T17:09:00.000+08:00

Sorry, but my English teacher's name should be kept anonymous.
Although he is cruel and lion-hearted, but his teaching is very interesting.
Here goes.........
黑面黑身且黑心，折磨学生不留情。
学生尴尬他开心，看见上司假惺惺。
时好时坏摸不清，遇见美女便动情。
纸上谈兵他最精，人家骂他猫头鹰。

My attitude towards learning English

2006-03-21T17:01:00.000+08:00

I have been learning English for quite a long time liao, but i still have no interests on it...... The following Poem help me explain the reasons......
英语老师别生气，不是小生不努力。
祖宗交待我牢记，八国联军占我地。
国恨家仇不能忘，保护尊严有志气。
外国语言学个屁，要替祖国争口气。
我遇老外要生气，英语不会没关系。

2006-03-21T14:47:00.000+08:00

This picture is taken by my friend during last year de GM event in maplesea.

2006-03-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

fun ypping!!!

2x exp card

2006-03-19T14:33:00.000+08:00

with conjunction of aqua roar, v0.26 got with it 2x exp cards, they were extremely expensive, each cost exactly 15k cash siah, works only for 4 hours, total got 6 cards.
After much thought, i decided to buy one, think will be from 6pm to 10pm de.

My Motto

2006-03-18T10:57:00.000+08:00

my learning experience
分不在高，及格就行。
学不在深，得过且过。
虽是课室，却像巴刹。
简讯发得快，头脑动得灵。
琢磨看美女，寻思看电影。
可以唱情歌，写情书。
女朋友一大堆，连老师都吃醋。
虽不是成年，却已经成熟。
心理云：“ 混张文凭！ ”

Finally downloaded!!!

2006-03-18T10:48:00.000+08:00

After the stupid aqua road patch on wednesday, i have never touched maple for 2 days, manuel patches keep on corrupted. Yesterday yan deng called me, told me to download new client, i tried at 12 plus, waited for around 2 hours, then finally can play liao!!!

2006-03-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

first guild meeting

2006-03-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

lvl 34 beginner

2006-03-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

nice dark calas

2006-03-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

balrog claw

Maple still cant play...

2006-03-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

Ta ma de, stupid aqua road patch, caused me so much troubles, till now still cant play it, pissed off liao lah.